Breaking the Golden rule!!!!

So I told myself, stick to the 200 a day plan until the BR got back right but guess what I can't follow rules. I have been up for 3 str days now within the 1st 2 hours of sitting down and have been sucked out on everyday about 4 hrs in. I know it's coming but for some fuckin reason I talk myself into staying because the table is easy money. With easy money comes easily getting sucked out on time after time. I need some help or some time to clear my head. This is rediculous, 3 days in a row how can that be? Everytime I flop the nuts on the board it comes runner, runner. The math say's it's not possible but I'm seeing it 1st hand. I always say it you can't beat luck no matter how good or great you are. When someone has been hit in the head with a deck of cards there's nothing you can do about it. It's killing me 3 fuckin days now!!!! How the fuck is that possible?? Please someone answer that I'm begging you. I could understand if I sat there and didn't play a hand for hours, then the math would add up, but I don't I play the game. I see flops, I make moves. The bad beats just keep coming. I know every poker player has his bad beats, but god damn it. It's been this way for the 3 months I've been here. Yes you make your money off the donkey's or the fish. My question is when am I going to get payed off for reelin in the big fish? My goal when I moved here was to see if I could hang, and if I could stay for 6 month's and move to Vegas. I have answered my question some many time's. YES. Sooner or later my cards and my play will hold up and when they do look out everyone, cause I'm going to break Biloxi. I have not seen or heard of a good or great player down here yet that can hang on a table with me or Mike. It's never out played it's always sucked out on. If it was out played I wouldn't have 1 complaint, but it's not. I know I fold the best hand all the time just to catch you slippin, but when I do you still win because your luckier then me I guess. Your luckk has to run out sometime and when it does I'll be there waiting as always to take your money.

DO WORK son...